Social Justice in Silence? Cognitive dissonance? Answer: No.
If we take away the life of prayer, and here I am referring to contemplative prayer, you risk turning a Gospel-witnessing of social justice into simply becoming self-righteous anger which can lead to rage. Episcopal Priest and author Malcolm Boyd--himself a Freedom Rider in the Civil Rights era and now a voice for Gay Rights--speaks of the unholiness of rage and anger. In his article, "Rage is Not Holy," Malcolm writes:
"Rage is too much with us. Some people speak of “holy anger.” Rage is not holy. In all the years that I encountered Martin Luther King in myriad public situations, he was never enraged. He was demonstrative. He was impassioned. He was committed to nonviolence. Once I heard him describe nonviolence as the way one should pick up a telephone receiver to respond to a call—a simple act of wholeness and integrity instead of a big public relations gesture or a political act for the 10 o’clock news.

"I see clearly what went amiss. I denied the central place of prayerful reflection in my life. In recent years I have undertaken the task of being spiritual director for around a dozen women and men, mostly clergy, ranging in age from late twenties to early seventies. I feel that anyone involved in the work of social justice needs to be actively engaged in the discipline of centering prayer. It enables a needed perspective, integrates the inner life with the outward life, and allows humility to serve as a companion in one’s public, bigger-than-life controversies." Click here to view the entire article.
"I sometimes neglected my inner spiritual life because of the pressure of immediate demands. At such times I veered toward self-righteousness and became shrill and angry."
I find myself seeing how my passion for certain social issues can quickly turn into anger. When your angry, your thoughts are not clear, and your well-intentioned words are received bitterly sometimes by a discerning ear. Silent contemplative prayer is the ground of one's being--simply resting for nourishment in the presence of God. The fruit of silent prayer is harvested in the daily give-and-take of life. Clear thoughts, clear words, and Gospel values are just a few of those God-given fruits.
As I contemplate and discern my future ministry, committing myself to helping others embrace the Kingdom of Christ, I know that everything must have this sacred "groundedness," otherwise I'll simply flounder along with mediocre sermons, pastoral care that ignores my own woundedness, and generally serving as a part-time Christian. The fullness and richness of silent contemplative prayer is not always apparent in the early stages. If you consider the early three-fold stages of 1) Purgation, 2) Illumination, and 3) Union with God, then you must prepare yourself to run a marathon and not simply a short sprint.
2 comments:
I think this is a beautiful reminder! I know I have been there myself. I feel strongly on certain social issues, but when rage pops up it needs to be uprooted as a weed. Thanks for sharing this.
Exactly! It's like asking yourself, "how deep are your roots?" Those roots are given liquid "Miracle-Grow" in silent prayer!!!
I like that imagery.
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